This time, I am not posting about study tips, how to achieve good results in SPM, what to pursue next etc, maybe some time in the future. My truest intention is to share what actually inspires me to keep me going every single day. My inspiration is my parents. When I go through hardships and feel like giving up, I think about the two persons who I wanted to bring smile to their faces (cliches some will say; every child feels that way) but really, they are the most important person in my life. Of course my teachers and friends are important too but they are at the other side of the story.
Just like any other teenagers, I sometimes stomp my feet or sulk in the bedroom and even cry in the middle of family dinner because of something I disagreed or disappointed me. I am a big crybaby too, you know 😭 I am not a perfect daughter, anak solehah, who never did a single mistake, I also have some rebellious attempts I did but then I regret, biggest regret is every time you hurt your parents' feelings... but they never give up providing and deciding what's best for me.
My parents, they are not conquering who I wanted to be friends with, what I want to buy, where I wanna go, what I wanna do but they give me the best advice and make the best decision for me. Not saying that I'm not independent, anak mak, anak bapak, it is just that they know me better than I know myself and they have this parents instinct like they can foresee the future (hyperbolic). Most of the crucial decisions in my life, they will decide but if they sense that I'm devastated with that decision they'll let me speak out what I actually wants. I might feels unhappy about the decision at first but then things starting to get better.. 🌌
When I was 8 and the whole family had to move to Kelantan because of my father's job. I felt so sad because I had to leave all my childhood friends, schoolmates and a boy I had crushed on...🙈 I really felt like my world is crumbling because I thought that Kelantan has nothing, no cinemas, no big shopping malls, no pinafores and all kampungs but I was TOTALLY wrong. There are some good and bad thing in Kelantan that makes me a better person now. For instance, I am chosen to join storytelling, representing school to competitions and was awarded the best student and I know that there's a huge lessons and hikmah when we had to move to Kelantan. 🌠
When I was in standard 6 and I got 5As in my UPSR, I was offered to study in Tunku Kurshiah College (TKC) which is so far from my home. Considering that I am just a tiny 12 years old turning 13 (in my father's eye) and the school is far far away, although it is one of the best schools with huge area, best facilities and teaching system, my father did not give permission. My parents said that their instinct of sending me to that school is not good and they felt heavyhearted to let me be on my own at the early age. Some people questioned why I declined such a golden opportunity but I know my parents know what's best. So, I enrolled in SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher, the place where I make many friends and create many memories. I started to join bahas, be one of the top scorers, join many competitions that make me start thinking ,oh, maybe I will just be a small fish in a big pond if I decided to study in a school with all genius maniacs!😱 Thus, Maher is a daily school so I got to spend more time with my family and not too attached to boarding schools regulation. One of the best schools, I say. "Once A Maherian, Forever A Maherian" 💕
To Be Continued....
When I was 8 and the whole family had to move to Kelantan because of my father's job. I felt so sad because I had to leave all my childhood friends, schoolmates and a boy I had crushed on...🙈 I really felt like my world is crumbling because I thought that Kelantan has nothing, no cinemas, no big shopping malls, no pinafores and all kampungs but I was TOTALLY wrong. There are some good and bad thing in Kelantan that makes me a better person now. For instance, I am chosen to join storytelling, representing school to competitions and was awarded the best student and I know that there's a huge lessons and hikmah when we had to move to Kelantan. 🌠
When I was in standard 6 and I got 5As in my UPSR, I was offered to study in Tunku Kurshiah College (TKC) which is so far from my home. Considering that I am just a tiny 12 years old turning 13 (in my father's eye) and the school is far far away, although it is one of the best schools with huge area, best facilities and teaching system, my father did not give permission. My parents said that their instinct of sending me to that school is not good and they felt heavyhearted to let me be on my own at the early age. Some people questioned why I declined such a golden opportunity but I know my parents know what's best. So, I enrolled in SMK Dato' Ahmad Maher, the place where I make many friends and create many memories. I started to join bahas, be one of the top scorers, join many competitions that make me start thinking ,oh, maybe I will just be a small fish in a big pond if I decided to study in a school with all genius maniacs!😱 Thus, Maher is a daily school so I got to spend more time with my family and not too attached to boarding schools regulation. One of the best schools, I say. "Once A Maherian, Forever A Maherian" 💕
To Be Continued....
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